ive been in venice 25 days. i barely remember what i was before this. things just warped so quickly here. my dreams are filled with the faces i see everyday, faces of the past slipping away. the first few days feel like they were years ago. people i met a mere 25 days ago know some of the most intimate details of my life. people know things i dont know if i've told even my closest, oldest friends. they witnessed me having a break down over my mother, reaching the point where enough was enough. i hope i'll be friends with some of these people for years to come. i know they'll always be happy faces to spot on campus. but this isnt real life. none of us are who we usually are. we're all living in a suspended reality.
its gonna take me a while to bounce back after this.
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