Sunday, January 30, 2011

I've been here almost a month.
This is the first time I've felt lonely.
Those whom I love are far away, but they've never felt this far.
It is hard to feel love right now.
Losing energy and feeling sluggish.
Zombielike
Going through the motions of being happy while having no motivation to make myself happy.
I feel like I'm sixteen-
The worst year of my life.

Logically, I know this will pass, but I wish it would hurry up and do so before I do something seriously damaging to my future, mental health, or hair.

2 comments:

  1. Oh no, not the hair. I know it's bad if you're about to change your hair, because that's what I do too ha! I love you, and I"m glad our conversation cheered you up last night. That's what I set out to do :)

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  2. we've finally passed into attractive moments with our hair! don't mess it up. you'll regret it.

    i know how youre feeling. its been a weird year.

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